Yaoiforever358

When I say I Love You, I mean it

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Its True.... by Yaoiforever358, literature

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Its True....

Its true. No matter how many time you lay awake at night staring at your ceiling, no matter how many times you flirt with a girl or get awkward and nervous around her, No matter how many times you tell yourself, You Are Not Over Her. And you probably never will be. She was your first love, she was the one you were going to marry. She was such an integral part of your life for 8 months, that of course you still think of her. You want to hate her. I mean she cheated on you right? You want to be upset, to not like her, to just erase all thoughts of her from your head. But you can't can you? Even now, months after she broke up with y

Confusion by Yaoiforever358, literature

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Confusion

Confusion Now, maybe it's the pain pills talking, I mean I never have been good with words, But this whole situation just confuses me. Well and truly it does. See, I happened to meet someone. Completely by accident mind you. I was playing my Ukuelele, Dru, And she was…well, waiting. She asked me to play for her, So I played for her. Plain and simple. Who would have known it could lead to this? She and I are opposites. She's done some major things, She's lived her life. Me? I haven't done much. I just sit home and just nerd out. She's fire, I'm air. She's not afraid to speak her mind and be her, I was living a lie for

Prayer for Forgiveness by Yaoiforever358, literature

Reaching Out To You by Yaoiforever358, literature

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Reaching Out To You

As I stand in that dank, dark alleyway. My mind immediately flashes through my life. My childhood, My middle school years, And meeting you in High school all flash through my mind. Staring down the barrel of my mugger's gun, I don't feel fear, I've had a good life. As the gun shots sound, Echoing like some lone symphony around me, I can feel my lifeblood start to seep out. As I lay in that dank, dark alleyway, I reach my hands out to the sky above. Reaching for you and hoping you're there to welcome me.

Perfect by Yaoiforever358, literature

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Perfect

Walking into the room I see something. It's a mirror, Standing all alone amongst the dust, Its surface shines like a new coin. Walking closer I see myself follow. Only its not me. Not really. She looks and talks like me, but she isn't. Staring into that lone mirror, I see my life start to flash like an old movie. Running, playing, moving, growing. All the major events flash before my eyes. In each of the scenes though, There is one constant. While everything else is in vibrant color, I'm simply stuck in shades of gray. I see myself laughing and smiling, I look so happy and like a regular child. But I know the truth. I didn'

Masquerade by Yaoiforever358, literature

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Masquerade

Walking through these halls, I can't help but feel more alone. Around my heart I've built up walls To protect myself else I'll groan. I'm not the only one hiding behind a mask. I see others who laugh and smile Loathe to leave their true selves to bask They hide like me on their lone isle. Surrounded by people yet still friendless They are all smiles and jokes, Their cries sound beneath the surface, But if they ever try to speak they choke. Can you be the one to see beneath the façade? Will you be able to see the truth? Or like everyone else fall for the charade. To afraid to see the truth. The answers lie in the eyes. No

Why am I here? by Yaoiforever358, literature

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Why am I here?

The wind is blowing softly through the trees, The cool night air refreshing me as I sit under the tree to stare at the stars. There are so many of them. They light up the sky with their brilliance. The moons lights up the sky as well, So full, So bright, Softly, as I sigh I just ponder why I'm here. Why am I alive? What is my purpose? I close my eyes to try and think, And as I do it begins. Slowly, almost as if like an old movie scenes flash before my eyes. My first best friend, Playing kickball in grade school, Moving across the country and leaving behind the only family I've ever known. Arriving in my new state and meeting t

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Oct 20
United States
Deviant for 15 years
www.blogger.com/profile/13030255403984751131
She / Her

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Well I'm a girl who lives in North Carolina.

I'm a lesbian. And I've learned to be proud of who I love and who I am. If people cant accept me for me, then I shouldn't care who they are or they're opinions.

I'm half Filipino and Half Lumbee(Native American). I can act like a fool and dork, but I am also a thinker, a philosopher, and I'm not afraid to challenge the norm.

I don't exactly agree with the government, or any politics since I think its a bunch of BS. What do I want to do after highschool?

Live Life to the fullest and go after my dreams.

Current Residence: In my happy place
Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Rock, Metal, basically anything besides bluegrass and SOME country.
Favourite photographer: Those National Geographic people
Favourite style of art: Alternative and contemporary
Operating System: Laptop?
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
Shell of choice: Sand DOLLAR
Wallpaper of choice: Any paper that will stick to said wall
Skin of choice: ....Dark Blue?
Favourite cartoon character: Toushiro Hitsugaya is MINE!!!
Personal Quote: If I dropped my mask but not my insecurities, would you stand by me?

Favourite Visual Artist

Alex Pardee

Favourite Movies

Princess Mononke, and Spirted Away

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

3oh!3, The Stunners, and thats all Im going to name. Look at my Myspace for more

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe

Favourite Games

Speed and Blackjack

Favourite Gaming Platform

PSP

Tools of the Trade

Sketchbook, penicl, eraser, and a notebook

Other Interests

Music, Sketching, and writing

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Yaoiforever358

May 30, 2012

I hate my dA name -_-

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I made this account WAAAAAAY back in the day when I was still a "ZOMG LOOK AT ALL DAT PWETTY YAOI!!!11111!!!! LOLZ IMA FANGIRLZ ALL OVA IT TO HIDE HOW GAY I AM LULZ." So yeah, I made this account in middle school. And I've always SUCKED at coming up with names. Seriously you should see my Aol and Myspace name... *shudders* But anyways, I found out that you can change your frigging dA name?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?! DA PHUCK!!! WHAT SORCERY IS THIS SH*T!!!!! BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT You need a premium account....and unfortunately, I am flat broke. I mean I have PAPER money. Not d

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Yaoiforever358

May 24, 2012

Sooooo....

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I made a tumblr the other day. Yup. Me. I always said I'd never make one, that I would resist the temptation and be on my own!!! But I cracked. And now I'm addicted. Personally I blame ElloSteph. I mean....gah if she wasn't just so...attractive, funny, cute, awkward, gorgeous, unique, every compliment in the book I'd still happily be living a non-tumblr life. But nooooo, she has to be just so....asdfghjkl and get me onto Tumblr. I have a tiny crush on her. I mean who wouldn't? Look her up on Youtube and Tumblr and you'll see what I mean. If I EVER got a girlfriend like her, I'd treat her like a queen. I wouldn't cheat, I'd make sure

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Yaoiforever358

May 8, 2012

Sorry.......

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I actually have some things I want to upload, but do to my grandmothers recent passing....I'll have to put them off for a while. I don't even know who reads my journal or if any of you care, but I'm going to be gone for a bit. Sorry.