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Yaoiforever358

Published: May 29, 2012

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Sorry for the sucky-ness of this...I just got bored and my muse said "Hey! Lets dress up and post a picture!".

Yeah hes random like that....BUT ANY WAY.

This is me and how I would look if I got a sex-change like all my friends believe I will get but I wont get because I like being a girl THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

That just REALLY irks me sometimes...

But yeah, this is how I would look as my genderbent self, Andru.

(PS. I am a girl. A very stem/androgynous lesbian girl, but a girl none the less.)

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